This actually two dreams. The first dream. I was getting to know this guy fairly cute. We'd talk on the phone for hours, email, and just hang out. I mean we really talked and got to know each other. I loved him. Then came the day when we meet. Which doesn't make sense, because we've meet before. I remember living in a big white house. A house too big for one person and one cat. As I got ready to go out i remember feeling so nervous that my stomach hurt. Right in the middle of using the bathroom he knocked. I ran down the stairs to answer the door. I opened the door expecting love to come in but he hesitated on the porch. Took one look at me. Then said to his friend, I can't do this. This isn't what i expected. I know then he didn't love me. He wasn't talking about my looks. He meant me. I wasn't what he thought I was. He didn't love me the actually me. He was in love with idea of me. But he couldn't love me. With in that second I knew that is what he meant. I moved a move as if to hug me, then backed away apologizing, and left me. I was so hurt. I thought close the door, go upstairs and forget everything. To never come out again. To be alone and stay alone. Just as I was closing the door ,ready to forget and never feel again. All my friends were outside. They started to argue. They were ready to fight, rip each other apart. I forgot about forgetting and went outside to straighten things out. To make everything better. Then i woke up.
The other dream this guy I work with was talking to me.I mean really talking to me. As soon as he walked away i whispered I wish he would just listen to me. I turned and asked me to repeat myself. I did. He then became obsessed me. Stalking me, calling me. In the apartment i live now became possessed with ghost. My cat became a man. A very hot guy. I was so shocked, that fainted. Then as I was coming around the cat/man told me he love and had missed me.
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