Horoscope

Hi Peregrin,

This dream wasn't anything I would have really considered that much out of the ordinary other than I've just been asking for a sign on what to do on a past relationship for a while. And the day that I had this dream, I had read my horoscope and it said to pay close attention to my dreams tonight because it could help show the future of a current situation or understanding of it. I don't believe in horoscopes usually; I just find them fun to read. Well, I had totally forgotten about the horoscope until the next morning when I remembered a dream I had had the night before.

In my dream, I was laying on my bed talking to my ex-boyfriend. We were just talking as friends and then he brought up us being together and having a future together. And it was almost a question in a statement. I said "you only want to be with me now because you're not with Amanda"...And he sighed like out of frustration and put his head down and so did I.... Anyways, later on in the dream he asked me if I wanted to come over to his house and I told him maybe but when he was fixing to go, I acted as if I had decided not to go so he left...and as he left I remember feeling this terrible longing of wanting to go with him and wanting to trust him but at the same time I kept thinking no no I'm only second to him. And the dream ended with me standing in my living room looking towards the door.

About what's going on in my life right now. Well, at the moment I'm trying to move on from my ex (the one in the dream)...I had liked him a couple of years ago and nothing happened between us b'c he was hung up on Amanda. Well, I had pretty much gotten over it and accepted nothing was going to come out of it. And then this year, I saw him during the summer and once school started we became close and had been dating until Christmas...We decided we were getting too serious but we were still close and that maybe one day when we were both ready for something serious that things would work out. Well, now he's dating Amanda again. And I'm in the middle of trying to accept it all. He always talked badly about this girl when we were dating, saying that she was only concerned about herself and so i've been really hurt that he went back to her. Do you think this dream really is important? Please help. :)

Thanks

Holly

Cutting Is (not) Fun

Well the dream i want to question was about 4 years ago but i have not forgotten it and was reminded by a family member when talking about dreams. I was dreaming that there was a man lying next to me in my bed. he woke me up to show that he was cutting his wrist and turned to me and smiled and told me to cut myself. he continuously told me to cut myself trying to hand me a sharp object that i really could not make out. and i can remember that he didn't even become agitated, he just kept smiling and telling me to do it and that it was fun. he got so close to me at one point that i became so uncomfortable i woke up. i of course shrugged it off and went back to sleep but this dream i just can not forget about for some reason and i could not figure out why i would dream something like that.

Erica