Pins

I was at a house competing for a date with a R&B record producer like one of those reality shoes. But I was the only white girl there and the rest were African-American. (I do watch alot of reality TV). We were all around the swimming pool and they were calling the girls in one by one to meet the guy (I can't remember his name.) I went with someone, we walked up a latter to the top of the roof and inside, we walked through a room with a lot of music equipment. He said something like this is were Marvin Gaye did his recording.

We ended up in the hall way waiting area were corsage pins, regular sewing pins, and these other almost like mini swords were all sitting there. (I can't remember if they were just in baskets or how they were set out.) But I started to put them through my lips like you would put a boutonniere on one by one. There must have been twenty of them through my lips. I could hardly talk but said to one of the guys working the show I have to take the pins out before talking to the guy and he said he would take me to the closet door there was a full length mirror on the inside of the door.

I was pulling the pins out one by one. You could see just a little dot of blood from the smaller pins but the tiny swordlike ones had that white infected look Some girls where like "Oh my god what is that white girl doing?" I could physically feel myself taking them out one by one I felt half awake half sleeping. I woke up and had to look in bathroom mirror at my lips they felt very tingly, an uncomfortable felling. I could not fall back asleep. I had to try and think of something else in my head. It was very very strange.

I felt really freaked out after this dream. I feel like it must mean something

Megan