Showing posts with label mixed states. Show all posts
Showing posts with label mixed states. Show all posts

Friday, July 27, 2012

Trying to Reach it

I was laying down. Feet faced North, head faced south against a wall to my left... it seemed cream, but hard to tell because it was dark in the room. I was stationary. I could move my arms and lean, but the rest of my body wouldn't move.

I saw in front of me a pole...about an inch in circumference. I tried reaching for it...and I felt this unknown energy surging through me that disabled me to reach any further. And than I realized I was in the dream...I was conscious! I could look around and see in front of me, but nothing else.

Then all of a sudden I heard something. It was like a sigh, a deep breath... and I realized it was myself breathing. I tested it out. I breathed in, and after 1 second in count I breathed in reality (like as I'm awake now reality)...and than I realized that I was out of my body...I rationally thought this.

I tried leaning over and grabbing the pole....but the energy was so strong....it was unbelievable strong. All of a sudden I felt rushes of energy pass by when I keeled over from exhaustion. I was paralyzed by this energy...I couldn't see it, but I knew it was there. It came from the right of me, but it was darker than in front of me. I struggled....I need to wake up, I need to wake up!

I started getting scared and wondered if I'd come back as I am know. I said loudly...In Jesus name, let me out, let me out in Jesus name....and then I was shushed by something....I don't know what it was...but I realized that Jesus' name wasn't the releaser. I stayed, laying down, looking over the covers in awe wondering what's going to happen...and then I heard something...a strange language....I couldn't understand it. It seemed almost Latin, but not so....then I remember looking up...and the pole was really high....and another voice said, after an image of a female came down partly and disappeared "they do this to impress one another"

What the poo does that mean, "they do this to impress one another"? And I was finally able to wake up.

Chad