Fear and Shame

Dear Peregrin,

Last night I dreamt a very strange dream. I was dreaming that I got mother of a healthy son. I called him David. But I was very confused about this situation because I was fearing this responsibility about the life of this child. Then I saw this boy of an age of about 5-6. My parents and one of my friends who I adore where helping me to handle it and I felt really ashamed that this guy who does everything for me is not the father of this boy.

In my real life I'm unemployed now and I try to break down with the life I was living until now. My intuition tells that this way is the best one. I have nothing to lose and I think that maybe it's a best way to try my luck somewhere else.

Could it have anything with it ?

Thank a lot for your help

Michelle

Chased

I was standing near a bridge and it was quite a way up. I saw my cat over the other side & she jumped and hurt her leg. I then looked to my left and an old man in a blue coat was coming towards me, I thought he was a normal person but when he got nearer he started to shout things at me. I ran off but I couldn't run fast enough and he started to chase me. I saw an old lady with her grandson and went up to them & told them I was being followed by the man behind me. She grabbed my hand & we ran. We then came across a mechanic place, that fixed cars. I went up to the lady in there & said I was being followed and she said we could stay here until he had gone. Then my karate instructor came in and said, "You couldnt do it then, I saw you, I was over the other side of the bridge. You can do it next time." I then gave the woman in the mechanic place 3.50 for her trouble.

Laura